.Friday, May 2, 2008@9:14 PM.
sch was dope.
aft sch was fun.
swim wii and game...
go home.
started to emo aft re-readin th sms-es frm
sumone.
started to cry 4 no apparent reason.
my life is ...
fucked up.
haiz. ok. i shall nt be valugar and sae..
mine life is ...
dope.hahaha.
dunnoe suddenly i damn emo....
thanks to
sumone.well...its nt his fault.
its mine dad.
no its ms teo.
no...its mine fault.
4get it.
if ue dun believe me,den dun ask me why.if ue dun love me no more,den dun let me hae a chance.i hate my father 4 breakin us up.i hate ms teo 4 speadin a lie.i hate myself 4 givin up.i shuld'nt hae gave in.i shuld nvr hae.no matter hw hard daddy beats me. i shuld'nt hae...so its mine fault. im sry but,dun ever tok 2 me if ue dun plan on believing.dun ever ask me if ue dun plan on replyin.dun ever tell me things tt are'nt suppose to be true.dun ever expect me to be a fool.im no longer who ue used to noe.a shadow of myself,lost deep in chaos.i shall laugh and smile for th sake of those hu care.but nobody understands. and i dun care abt me nw.th pain i feel is so great tt mine heart is numb."love is th slowest form of sucide"nw i noe wad it means.im juz killin myself slowly.frm th inside.i hate myself.when th story in winglin ends,so will me...
