.Saturday, May 24, 2008@10:40 PM.
2dae was a BIG BANG!
ate pizza for breakfast.
den watch show while tokin 2 teapot on fone.
went out for dinner.
den go movies.
watch "infiana jones & th kingdom of crystal skull"
nt bad th shw. i loved it.
came home. read CL blog.
haiz. whye lyk this....so emo?!
oh yea. btw, i dun give a fish to ue animore ex DD.
im nt love ing ue animore. nonono!
mye parents fightin in th bedrm again.
wtf. i totally dislyk daddy le.
ignore him whole dae.
no guilt.
i becumin heartless le rite.
died on 22 may cuz of him oso.
wan hit hit la.
i stand down here let ue beat till die wan.
ur daughter wad. ue give birth de wad. (mum give birth la...)
beat till die den die la.
wtf. cum la. i nt scared of death de.
i juz scared tt ue tio beaten outside cuz ue murdered ur own child.
thank ue for ur care but i nid no father lyk ue.
i love ue yes i do.
but th things ue do...make mue dislyk ue more and more and more...
i would nvr hate ue.
i would save ue if danger cums.
but dun expect mue to love ue lyk 10 yrs ago.
cuz im nt whom i used to be.
and ue noe it.
ever since _________ died.
i changed.
and i would nvr change bck.
ue noe it dun ue.
dun cry.
ue look ugly when ue cry.
smile and face it.
tt ur daughter is nw a bitter sweet sec student and she ain't gonna be tt sweet little puppy in pri 1 and 2.
she nvr was.
he brother's death was juz an escuse to show her mean side.
her dark side.
her....
side tt would show hate and dislike.
he side tt shows ue that i dislyk mye own daddy.
and im nt afarid to show it.
就算你不在了， 我也不会想你的
nw their fightin in th living rm in frnt of me...
i miss mye brother.
