.Thursday, May 29, 2008@8:20 PM.
2dae they had th miting for china.
wtf. i can't go.
i wan to go so much. been looking forward to it so.
cummon la. i can go wif caroline leh.
so whye nt look 4ward.
these few daes cannt even sms ppl.
hp almost tio taken away.
heng i using th old th 2dae. th LG cho.
if nt mye sony will be broken to pieces.
mom smached mye fone.
wtf.
wan go to china.
oso nvr. went to hospital 2dae.
sumthng wrong sia mye tummy.
gort GG miting & campfire oso nvr go.
i reali love campfires. and i nvr go.
cheryl call me tt tym i was at th docs.
came home.... did'nt eat much. ( 2 spoonfuls is nt much?)
well....it seems tt th doc saes tt i hae dunnoe wad thingy la.
puhlesssh.... if its nt as serious for mue to go for operation for wad shit.
den juz fking let mue go china lar.
i dun wan to lyk bloody promise caroline tt i will always be thr for her.
and dhen fucking break it cuz of sum freaking sickness.
wtf. camp oso lyk tt. china trip oso lyk tt.
wads nxt. i get hit by car den cannt go her wedding or sumthng ar.
whye all th impt dates wif her as a best fwen will get ruin de?
whye is lyk... wtf. 4get it.
well, if mye body reali tt damn freaking wak when i was born,
so whye bother keep mue alive sia.
cummon la. ppl ue all noe i lyk wad de rite.
hyper hyper hyper.
but still ...
sick sick sick.
last wk of sc onli go one dae.
wtf rite. hahaha.
i miss ue all girls. especially caroline.
she juz make mue damn happie la.
but if reali mye weakness make her sad rite.
i rather she hate me and nt be mye fwen.
if ue reali hae a best fwen rite,
ue will understand la.
its juz lyk when ue reali love tt sumone.
ue juz wan him/her to be happie.
even if it hurts ue th most.
haha. wad i toking sia.
craping again siol.
maybe is cuz read her blog.
found out hw angry she was la.
ya.
dun trust mue mye dear.
ue will onli get hurt.
