.Sunday, February 17, 2008@7:11 PM.
Bad and supposely Emo dae
Feb. 3rd, 2008 06:58 pmmood: sad
finally gort th tym to change my blog.sumone called.sumthng happened.sumbody made mue cry.mad mue felt lyk...i nid sumthng.sumone.a shoulder to cry on.but nw,im alone...im always alone.i was gonna pick up th penknife when suddenly i saw th scar, and i rmb...th tears frm my mom, th words of my dad, th scar tt remained...th pain of all of it.i dropped it.den smsed DD. but in mean tym...i 4gort tt it was supposed 2 be joyous dae 4 him.sry DD! T.Twanna burn tt picture.cannort find it.wanna tear it apart.ue re nort my fwen.nort aft wad happened.i nided sumone.ue were'nt thr 4 mue.i noe..ue can nvr be lyk mue.i dun ask 4 a change.i ask 4 ue to go away.away frm mii,frm my life, frm my fwens.i dun nid ue to survive.ue re nort th person i once knew.i wanted ue to be gd. i wanted ue to live on.i dun wanna see u in a boy's home. i dun wanna see ur life bein shattered all over th place.ue nvr knew tt did ue,i reali loved ue.more den fwen.more den family.ue re special.born on th same dae.i knew ue 4 13 odd years.and ue re tellin mue nw,good bye?i dun believe ue.i will nvr believe ue.nort nw,nort ever.never john, will i believe ue.if ue leave,apple will leave ue.i will hate ue.nvr will th cookies invite ue.nvr will ue see th players. sry... LOVE ue DD!miss ue caroline!
Another dae
Feb. 5th, 2008 10:09 pmmood: tired
ytd too tired . nvr post. [YTD] so sian sia. tired den still... 6 sumthgn den go home. sms DD. so cute lar he. jealous much? tell mue go arcade. den tell mue go home. i sae i go out. den call mue ask whr i go. go wif hu. he jealous.so cute. he nort jealous. i veri scared. hahas. den i go wif parents. so boring lar. dun rite abt tt... [[2dae]] morning went sch wif DD. pb wif noe-in too mani ppl. no alone tym. den ltr in sch. caroline 2dae emo. nvr bully her 2dae. i dun lyk her emo. she emo i more emo. sad no penknife?! ^^ den ltr IPW alot things do. ENG ms teo att pb. den math was FUN! hahas. seriously. fun. i liked it. [[sumthng's wrong wif mue...]] den lar... did duty wif caroline. still moody. at least she smiled. den toked to DD? nt tt much. de is lyk.. dots. aft sch. met peter they all.. th boiis crapped. -.- played cubes again. they so funnie and cute lar raziq [[sry if spell wrong..]] is lyk veri super smart lar. solve so fast. den peter still gort sum math thingy de. dun noe wad y+sumthng or dun noe wad lar. den crapped crapped crapped. more and more ppl noe abt mue and DD. he dun mind den i dun either. i onli worried him nia. den ltr lar. MR NG...shout: wad ue ppl doin thr. peter go hid. we all run. den jam gor and siao boii cum bck. i follow them act act innocent! kekes kekes. go drama, slacked, go out eat 1630 den go bck. hahas. slack wad. go thr slp. den get drma shirt. sian venus and jocy cum tell mue DD findin mue. they tell him i go le. tey tot i go le wad. den i wan call him tt tym. jux nice he call mue. he reads mue mind? [[freaky but loveable... ^^]] den he cum bck. i dunnoe he walk whr le lar. but poor him.. he came bck sch. den crapped wif ppl. i crapped wif drama ppl. went bck. he run down. i 3 floor. he run up again. poor him lar. T.T heartpain... den ltr he walk mue home. V and J they were teasin.? halo. nort as if they nvr lyk tt... mayb J dun hae lar. but V sure hae de wad. den walk bck. so sian. aft tt tuition. sian. crapped wif hao wei and jun ian. aft tt. jun ian so sweet lar. walk mue home. he noe i scred dark? kekes. fwen wad. so long le...care cannort ar? but if is DD send mue home i sure more happie. -.- [[ of cuz lar...]] den home. msn. crapped wif bryan.K.W.X. so A lar he... cuz lost to him in sum stupid dare. i becum his maid... i complain him den he... 13 1^ y @ 1V says: like tt lor 13 1^ y @ 1V says: r u complaining ♀Candy ; slience❤ picture to burn dae & nite, i nid ue by mue side says: okae~ haha... lame rite... DD i wan tok 2 ue.... loveess Xx3
DD angry wif mue?
Feb. 6th, 2008 03:15 pmmood: emolicious
todae.is fun, tiring, funnie and emo-ticmorning,DD go sch wif mue.so sweet lar. [[green tea th best!]]den in sch.drama.sian till siao!!!!mrs ASS veri darned...ATTITUDE PB MUCH?!hu said ue can give mue NICKS de?onli mue fwens and teachers i lyk allowed.GET OUT OF DRAMA!!!!!den we at abt 9 den go bck stage.sian.missed so much show lar.den saw DD.smiles!!! (=den CAROLINE!! hahas.saw her.she crapped lar.den went bz le all of us.den MUE class win!2D ROCKS !!XDue all re so loved.den aft tt.went bck.enjoyed? th indian or malay dance.den ran bck 4 endin dancesaw caroline wear tt...dress and those I-SO-WANNA-THEM boots.she called mue bit** i called her a sul*den is lyk laughter.tio hit by.... TY [teck yong]] idiot lar.i pinch him bck.hahas.den aft th celebration.went out wif su wen, jocy, fathin.fun?no way man...was pretty bored.but happie when su wen and jocy nid go.cuz mue and fathin gort to hae fun?we walked lar.actually wanna go J8 de.but den...too late le lar.den we uz go walk.den ltr we go sum comm shop.play play play den....DD called.i ans.put down.den i call.put down.sms him.den he called.den he sae tt is fone pb.i tot he hung up on mue? hw can i think tt... GUILTY!den ltr he ask mue earlier go home.i cheeky sae dun wan lar.den he was lyk worried 4 mue. cuz i dun noe hw take care of mueself?and i told him gort Fathin wad.den he lyk juz sae [[veri pissed off]]fine lar fine lar. wad ue wan den do lar.i was shocked and... gettin emo lar. Fathin den ask mue go out shop.i sae wan go home.LESSON LEARNT: NVR BE CHEEKY TO SUMONE HU LOVES UE. THEY WILL GET WORRIED!!!sry DD. i reali love ue. dun noe izit ue heard rumors or wadsoever by ppl. i dun care.i love ue th way ue re. i do hope tt ue re too...sumone told mue, ue re sick of mue.sick of mue ways.sick of mue face.sick of hw i tok 2 ue.sick of everything...izit true?
BGR complicated!
Feb. 6th, 2008 09:26 pm
todae, hui chin intro mue a new fwen lar. his name terence. he in big big pb sia. is lyk. he lyk this gurl. gurl lyk him stead one year.break. cuz - gurl: i nort gd enugh 4 ue. haiz. so complicated lar. i feel so sad lorx. they love each other den... haiz th boii like.. so...shuai? mue DD more shuai. kekes. den is lyk. TERENCE! JIA YOU! I SUPPORT UE! rmb...she loves ue. th more she makes ue angry and/or jealous. she juz wanna make sure ue re still lovin her.!!! jiayou bahs! LOVE ue DD
New years dae....
Feb. 7th, 2008 07:47 pmmood: bored much!!!!
HAPPIE NEW YEAR !!!although can get alot angbao [[which mean xtra money]],NEW YEAR is BORING!!!hahas. as in seriously lar.every year so nice rite...this year...kana sai haiz~ no gamble. all fone fone fone...den internet... [[nw they sae wan...but nvr sia... -.-]]if nort is... BGR? lol -.-morning go grandparents house.rules alot lorif nort 4 DD sms mue rite.wahhh...SIAN ARRR!~~~den eat eat eat...play nth.wish i bough mue laptop wif mue lar. crazie le.ytd rite.abt abt midnite lyk tt go malaysia thr.go exchange orange wif godma.i wanna go slp. they dun let lor.den go home finally fell alp.den morning th first sms was frm lynette.she sms mue sae happie new yr lar.den in th end i gort more den 30+ sms on happie new yr sia. sian.den in th end i replied onli 2 ppl.hao wei and DD.cuz is lyk.HW is nort sae happie new yr de lor. he is sae abt sum stupid Q lar.sae wad: YOU GORT BF MAH?lame lar den dun noe aft quite alot of crappin rite, he ask wad i do if he like mue.double lame. i juz sae sry lar. lolden he sae so serious 4 wad. lame -.-hahas. crap lar.den DD! he is sae happie new yr...den we crapped!!!!kekes.decided sat we go out. in th end we go out wif mue parents to dinner?! -.- i wan spend alone tym wif him den is lyk they so idiot lar. T.Ti was afarid tt he dun wan cuz HALO!!!!~ meetin parents. MINE PARENTS!!!he gd lar. in th end he agreed sia. THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS AND THREE CHEERS FOR DD!!kekes. love him oso much lorx.dinner at 6uncle house.all th veri EX stuff cum out.i onli eat th jap fish, pork abd abalone...nice rite. haiz~nw veri sian. i wanna tok to ue lar!!!cum on9 can..so late eat dinner....
New year's second super boring dae
Feb. 8th, 2008 08:32 pmmood: worried
todae is a bit crazie 4 mue.but dun feel lyk ritin.worried abt tmr.DD is eatin wif mue parents, god ma, grandparents.so worried.haiz~todae crystal and mue and rachel ZILIANED alot pics.nw mue hp flooded.kekes.put on makeup 2dae.all 3 of us.we looked gorthic.emolicious sia.***tmr,...i wonder..wad will happen...so worried...loved...cared...4 ue...
Depressed
Feb. 11th, 2008 10:16 pm
val time is around th corner. so far, 6 boiis asked ue out, im waitin 4 one, and one im gonna buy a present 4 him cuz his mue fwen.i mean lyk,i gort a bf, but he's gort cca.den i dun reali wan go out wif others cuz it might seem lyk flirtin,which i dun wanna him to think of it as this way.i wonder wad crystal and rachel will do.if ask them...2 ans." go out wif another boii lar!"" dump tt guy."yupps. tried askin 4 a fwen last tym and tt was th ans.lame and hurtin rite.ya..i noe...todae was juz plain...Tiring.den at night go dinner wif old 2nd aunt and her husband.had fun.den thrs lion dance.one of th ppl in costume gave mue his no.his name is Kai. put his name in mue hp as RAT.hahas.i mean. did'nt wanna call him so sms-ed himits th onli thing i could do.gort his msn and added him.lame.den home-ed.called DD.tok 2 him.he lyk so sian and tired.make mue more sian.boliao.nth to do le.bbye.
