.Wednesday, January 23, 2008@3:58 PM.
so tired 2dae.
pe..hand veri pain.
even when doin basic warm ups.
sianz~
sit and reach and standin board jump pass liaox...
but nort veri gd...
ltr gort tution.
veri sian.
happie toliet dae.
toked abt toliets
more sian.
hand pain still hit mue hand....
guess hu?
yes...is th same person.
he nort on purpose i guess.
he onli WACKED mue shoulders?
pain lar...
they dun noe...
mue hand internal injury...
haiz~
heal faster leh stupid hand...
why is right hand?! why nort left?!!?!
feel lyk scoldin ppl nw.
ytd tution shouted at carter.
he lookin 4 it de bahs.
nvr scold him a long tym liaox.
is nort scared him...
is juz pretendin...
found out a secret.
hahas.
know tt sumone lyk him?
lol....older den hiim summore
wanna tell him?
shuld i?
tt gurl sae nvm de worrhx.
let hiim noe better.
she can let her heart die faster....
ehhh...
sound lyk mue when i was in love wif... =X
guess i noe hw she feels bah.
if get rejected,
can let this impossible de love end faster.
hahas. i waited. it was painful every second,minute,hour...
i waited 4 th first sign of hate, of irritation... of rejection
i dun wan her to get into wad i was in b4..
i noe it hurts.
shuld i tell?
shuld i nort?
im confused...
im losing myself...
guess i WILL tell hiim.
but nort tell him hu she is.
i shall nort promise...
tt i would nort cry..
becuz in my life.
i hate hearing or seein rejections and pain...
i hate it when ppl cry,
i hate it when my fwens cry..
i hate it when my fwens get heartbrokened.
she's nort a doll.
she's a human.
she has feelings.
i wan to tell him tt.
i wan him to stop lettin her fall in love wif him.
wad can i do to stop tt....
stupid freakin history to repeat itself on my fwen.
i dun think i would lyk it.
i would nvr.
i know hw she feels.
i get wad she saes.
i noe wad she'll do.
but i dun noe abt him
i noe he loves another.
but i dun wan to tell her.
shuld i?
shuld i nort...
i will tell him hw he feels...
as long as...
HE PICKS UP TH FONE!!!
